On my flight back from a work event out of the country, all I can think about was sexing Quinn while waiting in the line as line to get through customs. If your in another country trying to get through customs it takes forever. Once I finally got to the agent he gave me shit for not filling out the card correctly and packing fruit that I couldn’t bring into the USA. Agent asked me to exit stage right. I went into this room and with another agent. As I stepped towards him. He said “STOP! What type of fruit you have?” He looked briefly at my fruit and muffled “throw it out.” He checked my passport and barked this time, “your free to go.” Just before I dropped my bag off for baggage claim, Quinn text me with “what’s your ideal night with me.”
She put a smile a big smile on my face that lit up the airport. There was no line up to get through security to get to the plane, but it was so slow from the emptying out my backpack to taking my shoes and belt off. I got through the metal detectors with no issues. Then it took me another 15 minutes to put my stuff back in order. Now I could focus on replying to Quinn’s text. I walked fast to the plane. I had 30 minutes before we boarded. I ran to the bathroom. Pissed and washed my hands and headed to an open seat and began to write my perfect night to Quinn.
Went like this…..
-Fridge stocked with groceries especially grapes strawberries and cheese.
-You meeting with at the door with one of my zara suit jackets with a strawberry in your mouth with cheese and grapes in each hand.
-You then kiss me with the strawberry in your mouth.
-Then you feed me the cheese and grapes.
-Once done you give me the best brain that your learned from famous porn star Skin Diamond over Skype.
Just before I hit send, Quinn sent me my Horoscope for the day, “Don’t focus on errors of the past. Instead celebrate what you are becoming.” I replied agreed 100% and can wait to focus on a perfect night with you once I’m back” followed by my perfect night requests.
I met her while I was in church. She seemed distant. I always watched her in church. Daisy displayed this sadness about her that I wanted to understand. She was on 24 and really young minded. Her body was insane, yeah I wanted to help her out, but I really wanted to destroy her sexually. One Sunday I approached her during our church’s welcome where we welcomed new visitors. I was in arm distant and I reach for her arm and said “hello.” We spoke briefly. After church I approached her and gave her my business card. I learned a long time ago not to take a woman’s number always have your business card that shows you are a man of importance even if you don’t have a real job. Woman like that shit. As the pastor ushered everyone back to his seat for the hymnal. I could do nothing but think about winning Daisy over. I was on the tape ministry in my church, so most Sundays I was in church of video taping the service. I could see anyone in the church because we had cameras all over the church. It just took me a matter of time to zoom in on anyone. As I was dreaming about what I wanted to do with Daisy. Pastor cotton started to preach with the title, “He’s more than a enough.” I straighten up in my video chair and began taping the word.
Pastor cotton gave the word from Philippians Chapter 4 verse 12 – 13. He again said the the title, “He’s more than enough” with force.
He preached the following sermon to the congregation:
“God will satisfy all needs to the riches of his glory. God is real and able. In him we find that he is more than enough.
Paul is in prison in Rome.
Anchor your life in Gods faith.
Once you get rid of your material God, you can find your soul.
We are created to be survivors.
Put time and identify some time for prayer.
You must schedule time to pray.
God can shake your dungeon when your down use your imagination.
Don’t be afraid to pray. He’s more than enough to take care of your needs.
Need someone to hold you to back you up. Then you need a partnership with God. You have to stay committed to God.”
He closed his sermon with the choir sing the song, “Glory To His Name.”
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My growth and believing in God has allowed me to have faith without limitations. But my weakness that continues to linger is the need for woman. The need for Daisy to fuel my needs and desires on this Sunday morning.
Damn staving like a mother fucker. I was in the gym heavy heavy always eating before I worked out. I worked out with these two guys in a couple towns over from where I worked. On my drive to the gym before I hit the parkway, I always stopped at this deli that made the best nuggets in town. As I pulled in front of the deli I saw at least five people walk in before me. I was the last in line looking at the direction of the door. Praying that she would walk in. If you only knew how many times I prayed for this dream girl to walk in the door. My prayers were answered that day. As she walked through the door our eyes met. In the matter of seconds you ended up behind me in line. I counted to ten and then looked over my should and said, never saw you in my store before.” She smile and said “your store.” Once I received the smile I began to unload with my routine questions in succession, (Where you from? What School? Where you work?). She answered all the question in record time. I ended with “Can I have your number love.” She goes, “I don’t normally give mine out, but can I have yours.” I didn’t have my business card on me at the time so I ran to my car to get it for her. The time I reached for my business card and turned around Akira was coming out the door. She had a full set of hair. I thought it was fake at first, but didn’t detect anything fake about her long black hair tied in a pony tail flowing to the back of her neck. Her skin with perfectly brown.
Remember to take the extra time to nurture the relationships that are important to you. The relationships that have depth; not the shallow, physical ones. Life is short. People can leave your world in the blink of an eye and you want them to know they were loved and appreciated before they go.
Here is the text listing the cost of the wedding:
-money for engagement ring,
-money for wedding rings,
-money for wedding and church,
-money for dress/tux,
-money for wedding party gifts and flowers,
-money for reception (food and hall and decorations),
-money for limo,
-money for band/music/video/photographer,
-money for honeymoon.
This should all run about 20k minimum depending on the size of the reception. This means you should be saving at least 500 to 1000 per month for about 20 months.
-Gave her a key to the house
-Gave her her own full size closet in the master bedroom
-Asked her to move into the new house
-Told her he has a bank account with $1200 that he wants to use for us and he will be putting $150 in it every month for our savings
-He is being open about going out with his friends
-He offered to buy me an engagement ring, but only asked that I keep it amongst us for a while since he is a private person
-He has been coming to my house more
-He has been paying for all dinners
-Taking me to a casino and concert
-Took me to NYC
The question is ladies. If a guy was willing to give all this to you. Would you accept it and do your part?
There are all types of limitation fear, emotion, anger and etc,. Don’t let external forces blind you from reaching your purpose. Have to be fearless if you want to live above your limitations. Learn how to put people first. Learn how to face your fears. Lastly, get rid of attachments you have like negative things people have told you in the past.
Why can’t your woman make a commitment without the ring?
Women who want a ring pick the one thing they know their man is not going to give them. Women use the ring as a measure of commitment
Women if you had a ring what changes?
What’s your hesitation if you don’t have the ring?
Women you are wasting your days worrying about some bullshit ring.
