I was sleeping with one of my guys the other night and I woke up the next day feeling as if I had been drunk or high when we were together. Is it physically possible to get intoxicated from love?
1. stupefy or excite by the action of a chemical influence within the brain
2. stimulate; mentally or emotionally exhilarated
3. incapable of normal speech, actions or thought
I can remember every detail of the night; and, it was amazing (close to being the best ever). During it I remember everything he said, everything he did, everything I did, every sensation but all around me everything was hazy and foggy. I know his iPhone was playing but I can’t recall hearing it. I know we were in the bedroom but I don’t remember acknowledging it. All I remember is kissing him and how fantastic he felt. All I remember is how he looked and the amazing way he touched me. All I remember is how I would have done anything for him and how in love with him I was, at that moment.
I don’t drink or do drugs so I know I wasn’t under the influence of any external substances. I have never felt this way before sober. We had had a few deep and intimate conversations the last couple of nights and during those convos we discussed committing to each other on a deeper level. Is it possible all of this came together at once. Maybe this is the real deal. Maybe this is what people write about and talk about when they let go of everything and just exist in the moment. I’m not a doctor and I don’t understand all of the chemical changes that occur in the brain but if I had to guess then I’d say it happened.