If you know one thing about me know that I love to sex my player. But, I am getting to a point where I don’t want to anymore. It is a weird feeling, but I think the desire is dwindling. The sex is amazing when it happens, but that’s the catch “when it happens”. He isn’t capable of delivering the goods more than twice per week and as a result I have to curb my appetite while I wait for him. The more that I suppress the desire the more it goes away. I used to want to sex him every day, then it went down to four nights per week, but now I feel like I could go a week, possibly two, without it and feel fine.
I have a lot of female friends who can do this: turn the desire on and off. For me, when its on, it is on at maximum power, and when its off, its shut down completely. I don’t think about it. I don’t talk about it. It just isn’t there. I don’t think men can do this as easily. I don’t know that they can go 3 weeks, 3 months, 3 years without but women can. And I know I can.
Unfortunately, I don’t work on a schedule. I don’t just go through the motions of sexing because it is my “duty” as a side chick. I do it when I feel the passion and all of this “discussion” about it is extinguishing the fun. The sexing helps validate the love we have for each other; the less this happens the less love I feel from him.