I have a female friend (who I am not sleeping with) and she knows all about my player ways. And although she is my closest female friend and my confidant I still don’t tell her everything. I leave out little details unless she asks. I don’t tell her who I’m with each night; I don’t tell her where I go with my women; I don’t tell her the special things I do for my women. I don’t reveal any of this unless she asks. But when I’m with my boys I tell them all of this.
If this female friend is as close to me as my boys then why do I hold back?
I think a part of me is so programmed to lie to women that I can’t stop. I fear there will be drama. I think another part of my ego thinks she is actually in love with me and if I tell her about these women she will create drama. I think that if I edit the truth slightly it will be easier for her to take in and handle. Perhaps I should give her a chance. But what would happen if I did open up?